Monday, July 19, 2010

System

A reminder of why we shouldn't invest any time and energy into this system of things. It doesn't seem like Becky is going to make it. It feels like I'm losing my mother. I'm doing things now to keep my mind busy but it's hard.

I'm working on my talk now but finding it hard to focus. I've been playing my guitar allowing the music to help my soul. I've prayed to give me comfort and I see the pain in Ernie's eyes.

I wish I had the power to chance all of this.

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