To see her smile again would be a gift. To hear her voice again would heal my heart. All I need is but a moment for her to wake so I can tell her that I love her and that I will miss her.
Just a moment. Just one minute so that I can hold her in my arms. My heart is broken in ways I can't explain. It's broken in ways that only happened once before. It's one thing to lose Dad but MOM I refuse to lose. I can't lose her. Not yet. There is so much I have to say.
So much I have to say sorry for. I hated that I was such a bad son to her growing up. I took her to a concert. It was salsa and she had her dancing shoes on. I didn't get up and dance with her. I was a little shy which normally doesn't happen to me.
If she comes back to me, I will take her dancing. I will see her everyday without letting a day go by where I don't see her or talk to her. Mom.....
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