Monday, August 16, 2010

when it rains it???

As the express goes right. Today we just got back from the Hospital. They told my wife and I that Grandma doesn't have that long to live. They said it clearly when we kept on asking questions on how we can prolong her life, the Doctor said it again this way.

I will give you a phone number to a specialist that can better explain it to you because I don't think you understand. She is going to die. Reality sat in at that very moment what is going to happen to us again.

We just lost Becky. Now my Grandma. I started to say a sentence which started off like this " Grandma took care of us when we were younger, and tears flowed from my face. I couldn't hold it in. I got up before I could finish what else I could say and I went to my Grandma to be with her.

I didn't want to hear that she was going to die. I couldn't take it. My heart already took a beating. I sat with Grandma and we talked. I held her hand and she saw me crying. She then told me Gilbert, I said Yes Grandma. She said I'm going to tell you something I always wanted to tell you but we haven't been alone in awhile.

With tears flowing from my face. I said Yes Grandma. She said, You looked so much better with Hair. I started to Laugh and she started to Laugh. It was funny and to think this woman who is in her state put a smile on my face.

I love her very much. I told her I would let my hair grow. Our family has taken a hit and it's hurting.

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